Imagine your brain as a place filled with worker ants. At the moment my worker ants have taken speed. I tried to find a picture to represent it but I gave up after 5 minutes. Nothing quite felt disorganised enough. Nothing represented the chaos that is my brain at the moment. I have so much IN my head and no way to grab it and get it out. I feelt like a spectator to my own inner workings.
Today I had an appointment with my mental health case manager. She had a power nap half way through. No I am not even close to shitting you. If it hadn’t been at my house I would have considered walking out. Chances are I wouldn’t. I don’t always have the fire I should in life. Today is one of those days.