I signed up for Reverb13 this year. It’s a great blog hop that helps to gather your thoughts ready for the new year. Each day a prompt is sent via email. The great thing about the prompt is that you can interpret it any way you wish. Head on over to I Saw You Dancing to check it out.
I wanted to write something light. I wanted to write something fluffy. Things around here have been pretty heavy of late. I wanted to write something that was opposite of how I feel, deep down. I wanted to plaster a smile on this blog, keep saying I’m fine, I’m fine. I just sat staring at the computer.
Each night I go to bed ready to conquer the world. I tell myself that things will be different tomorrow. There will be change, however subtle that may be. Then I wake up and reality hits.
I feel like I have been saying ‘I’m gonna’ all year. I feel like a broken record and I am sick of making promises to the cyber space just so that I can break them.
I know that while I feel like burrowing under the blankets and living there for the rest of my days, that I am better than I used to be. I am NOT back to the beginning. This is not square one. This is a completely different path. There is more to factor in. The difference is that now I know how I feel. I can articulate how I am feeling. I have a professional in my corner.
I don’t know what the new year will bring. I don’t know what the next month will bring. What I do know is that I am saying BRING IT ON! I CAN do this. I WILL do this. I have too much to loose and everything to gain.
How are you feeling on this day? Do you have plans for who you will be in the New Year?
Linking with Essentially Jess for IBOT