Do you know what it’s like to have too much noise in your head? When the world is too noisy and there is nothing you can do to quieten it? You listen to music to try to block it all out, but it just makes you feel worse. You feel agitated and messy. Nothing is right. Everything is annoying. You can’t quite put your finger on what it is that is wrong.
I probably ‘should’ write a post about what happened on the weekend but I don’t want to. I’m sick of running over it in my head. I’m sick of thinking about the ‘what ifs’ and the ‘could haves’. Honestly I just want to forget it all happened.