Tag Archives: fear

I must confess: I’m fucking scared of all this shit

I’m linking up with My Home Truths for I must confess this week.  I love that she gives a prompt each week or you can just go all gun-ho and confess your darkest secrets. Whatever tickles your fancy.  I’m fresh out of deep dark secrets so I decided to play along with this weeks prompt:  Fears and Phobias. read more


I’ve made no secret of the fact that I am struggling lately.  Things have started to take an all new ‘low’ though and something has to give.  

I’m barely making the basic living needs of both Devil Spawn and I.  I am barely able to get out of bed each morning. This shit is mother fucking hard and I’m sick of everything being an effort. read more

Biting the Bullet

Shit has been hitting the fan the last 6 months. I’ve been a ball of fury that doesn’t seem to have a way to unravel.  Everyone has been copping it. Left, right and center. Mostly those close to me though.

I think it’s time I bit the bullet and talking to a ‘professional’ about it.  Every day feels like the worst day of my life.  I spend most of the day either in tears, sleeping to escape or yelling.  This is no way for DS to live.  I don’t want him remembering his childhood as having been peppered with anger. read more

Dear lord its an invasion

This may or may not be an accurate depiction of the actual size of the cockroach.
I have had a cockroach infestation for the last couple of months.  I have let off a couple of bombs but the fuckers just keep coming back.

I like to think that not much freaks me out…but cockroaches are definitely one of the things that do.  I scream like a big girl when I see one. read more